事發時，我在街上，跟其他途人咬牙切齒圍觀電視，哽咽又光火。

危難中看盡港人團結。

 

菲總統演說時與到現場視察時輕鬆的笑臉，對比梁太的絕望、１５歲女孩的無助、那個本是活生生的青年領隊在一兩下槍聲後化為孤魂．．．

據說死者當中，竟有被廢警錯誤射殺．．．．．

這一個個畫面，一段段消息．．都刺得心很痛。

這場死亡直播恐永遠烙印在腦海中。

心裡很難受，不知道還可以寫甚麼。

 

R.I.P.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

已婚好友來電，聽她對當初早婚的決定與看法，

令偶爾對婚事略有掙扎的我，也不住點頭。

 

是已過了追求激情的年紀。

談過一些戀愛，知道更濃的愛情也定必會轉淡，要追求所謂「愛」，總得承受永無止境的結合分離。

失敗多次，直至受夠，自知再也承受不了愛情不時伴隨的痛苦與不安。

後來，學會只求安定。一天發現，應該沒有比身邊這個男人更適合安定了。

想要跟他組織家庭，就這樣，一輩子情定一個人。

 

愈來愈覺得，兩個人在一起，最重要時間機遇，二人的性格與感覺各樣，還及不上「適當時間」這條件來得重要。

聽起來簡單，也不甚浪漫，

不過我看，能跟一個人在「對」的時間相遇，才最最艱難。

 

．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

和他註冊的日子，因為遷就美國的Visa 而提早了半年，

即是說，還有８．個．月．就是別人的太太了。

看看日曆，嘩好快，一時間有點怯。

 

 

不過，婚後還得分開一年。

擺酒日子在２０１２年２月，真正離港的日子則訂在擺酒後３個月，故此我還有些時間替現有的學生完成所有考試、執拾我房裡許多的行裝，跟好友Farewell Party 多三五七次。

 

酒席地點，百轉千迴，又回到最初的選擇。

喜歡的場地，自古典精緻的中環麗嘉結業搬遷後，只餘下這間，

月尾到場談論細節，望一切如願。

因為男友將於婚禮花費許多，Honeymoon　我提議一手包辦，打算一辦完註冊便起行。

近來的日子，我一下班便栽在一大堆Maldives, Samui , Bali  各Resort 與旅遊資料上。

 

偏好的Resort ，必須非常Private ，即所有大集團大酒店不考慮。

暫時在Small luxury Boutique Hotel 裡找。

最理想的條件是：獨立屋，型格的Modern 裝潢兼備，（以便給些新Idea美國新居裝修），還有向海的infinity Pool 。

本想旅行結婚，在漂亮大海洋前辦個簡單婚禮，現在不能了，起碼在蜜月時補數，呆望大海數天．．．．．．。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

爸爸、Federer 、王菲 。

真巧，我喜歡的三個人同日誕生。

祝福各獅子們傲氣長存。

 

 

 

 

不快樂的時候，重覆又重覆播著這首歌。

 

 

 

 

 

老公公又接著說:「這妮子呀,我從和她結婚那天起便對自己許諾,一輩子都不讓她哭泣的,大概她不知道吧,那次她看見我在床上捲曲,哭了起來,那時我的痛苦,比病魔對我的折磨還要難受…白頭到老嘛,我們做到了,遺憾的是,我始終令她為我哭過一次…」

 

 

Had the most wonderful summer ever with different friends.

Jessie and SiuMui from school have become one of my close friends who I regularly contact and meet up, which to me is very sweet considering we have lost contact for so  many years. Reunion with old pals is always warm . I know I probably will never have another friends like them when I move to the U.S.

Also met K from Xanga for the very first time . Her second time actually since somehow she recognized me on the street once ! I must admit though, I did hestitate for a moment about meeting up , simply becuase I felt awkward knowing that she knew so much about me from my blog already ... Turned out I had a very nice chat with her at Sky Lounge. She is such an adorable girl. We share the same passion for dogs and US. Hopefully we can keep in touch.

Then BabeK and H for a girls night out . Mainly talked about relationship issues. H then drove me to the Peninsula with her new cozy BMW ( I love love her car. Its a big 7 series which I totally fancy but hubb said its too big.)  then I met Dan and Derek from the US later that nite. Dan is my dad's friend's son and since our parents meet all the time since last year, we get to meet often and become good friends too. Dan's Thai friend Derek visited HK , I of cuz become their guide. A nite walk at the harbour side . We were so lucky the view was so fantastic that nite. Probably after some rain the sky was so so clear . It was like the best night view I have ever seen in Hong Kong.  Head to Sky lounge again later that night for a long chat.I definitely love Sky lounge way better than Felix for drinks, but we decided to try out Felix for meal some other time. I heard the new chef was good ?

Dan and Derek again for tonight. I took them to Tsui Wah before clubbing, ordered half of the  dishes from the resturant's top 10 chart , spent only $80 each and they were like " It's definitely the best $10 bucks meal I have ever had !!"

Another long chat with them at the clubs. It was always good meeting new friends from the US . They always  give me an idea of what life in US will be like.

Tomorrow <Inception> with Siu Mui .

 I expect more friends gathering like these before I leave Hong Kong.

Summer is nice. : D

 

  

 

從來不覺６千里有多遠。

是暴雨過後才發現，原來遠至海角天邊。

以為自己改變了，原來不過變得咀巴硬，還不是一樣沒有用，軟心腸。

懷念君悅，懷念Banff ，還有那些還能塗髮蠟的日子，

有一些日子，一直只能存在在回憶裡隱隱作痛。

惦記，不如遺忘。

 

 

 

 

才剪了一個月，長了這麼多。